
I am so glad. I was really feeling down about the small loss last week. I think I am just expecting it to be so much easier this time around since it is the second time. On one hand it is because I am finding more foods that I like and I am more willing to try new things. On the other hand, I still just don't want to do it. I don't want to think about what I am going to eat every day, I don't want to choose grilled chicken over pizza. That part is not easier, it almost seems harder. I keep having to remind myself of how great the results were. I never felt so hot, I had never felt hot period, as when I did the first time I did this. I was telling this to Steph over the weekend, and telling her that knowing that should be motivation enough to keep it up. So why isn't it?