How long will it last?

I lost again this week; 2.8lbs making 10.8lbs total in 6 weeks. I am below my original WW weight so I am happy. Just another 20 to go!



I am really surprised I haven't gained yet. I know I shouldn't jinx myself but I can't help but think it. Especially since I really thought I would lose much due to the Pure Romance party and Valentine's Day. I keep wondering when it is going to happen.

I am really going to focus hard these next couple weeks. My mom is coming up on March 5th and I would really like to lose another 5-7lbs before she gets here. She is not very supportive when it comes to WW. She will tell me good job and then remind me that I didn't keep it off last time. Isn't she sweet?

Weight Watchers, week 6

Another 0.4lb lost.



I am trying not to get frustrated about it. As soon as I got home I was greeted by my favorite monthly visitor so I am blaming it on her.

And the countdown continues!

I lost another 1.2 pounds this week!!!



I am so glad. I was really feeling down about the small loss last week. I think I am just expecting it to be so much easier this time around since it is the second time. On one hand it is because I am finding more foods that I like and I am more willing to try new things. On the other hand, I still just don't want to do it. I don't want to think about what I am going to eat every day, I don't want to choose grilled chicken over pizza. That part is not easier, it almost seems harder. I keep having to remind myself of how great the results were. I never felt so hot, I had never felt hot period, as when I did the first time I did this. I was telling this to Steph over the weekend, and telling her that knowing that should be motivation enough to keep it up. So why isn't it?

What a week!

I know. I suck at the blog thing. I do so well for awhile and then I just pitter out and stop writing. In my defense, work has been crazy busy and I wanted to upload pictures from last weekend but they are at home and I keep forgetting to move them to my work computer.

Last weekend was great. It was Steve’s birthday Friday. During lunch I went and got him his birthday present – a new grill.



Some friend from work helped me get it home. He left work earlier than I did so I had to tell him to stay out of the office because that is where it was hiding. When I got home I wheeled it into the living room and brought him in with a blindfold. When he took it off, he was super excited. We went to Wahoo’s Fish Tacos for dinner. It was my first time there; I wasn’t super impressed. Then to the Paperwork show where we got to spend time with Shawna and Oliver. After that we went to the Alamo Drafthouse for the Master Pancake version of The Matrix.

Saturday we stayed in bed until 4:30!!! It was awesome. We watch crappy TV and cuddled and slept and it was the perfect way to spend some quiet time together. We got up and met Carrie and Matt at Salvation Pizza for dinner.



It was ok. Not as good as we were hoping. I don’t recommend it. After pizza, we went to Amy’s and got some ice cream. That was delicious!

Sunday we went to Steve’s parents out in Rockdale for lunch and the homemade cookies his mom made him for his birthday.

This week has been so stressful. I had file reviews to complete before Wednesday for a transfer to the client, a client in town for an audit, and my review looming over my head all on top of my normal day to day stuff. I came in Mon-Wed at 7am just to make sure I was getting everything done. I have been stressing so much about everything I end up with a zit and a cold sore. Boo! On top of that, I only lost 0.4 pounds on Monday. Double boo!

I am happy to report my audits were completed on time, my client was happy with what they saw in the files, and my review went well considering everything that happened last year. Now I can look forward to a quiet relaxing weekend with no stress. Happy Friday!!!

Another pound bites the dust

I lost 2.8 pounds last night! That makes a grand total of 6 so far, 24 to go! Check out my chart:



The star means I have lost 5 pounds; you get one for every five pounds lost. 2 more pounds until I hit my 5% goal (a new thing in Weight Watchers now) and until I hit my original WW weight. I am going to start working out this week so hopefully that happens next week.

Did you miss me?

Sorry I have been totally MIA this week. Work was so busy and I was exhausted when I got home at night.

Let’s see, what happened…

Monday, I went to WW. I lost 3.2 pounds!!! I was so excited! When I got home, Steve and I took my measurements and then I copied the Four Fat Chicks and took my Biggest Loser picture. Advert your eyes if you’re weak stomached.



Eww, gross.

Tuesday, we didn’t do anything. Wednesday was bowling. I did ok and we won 2 games. Thursday was quiet as well. Friday we went to Rudy’s and had dinner with my friend Adrian. I hadn’t seen him in a while so it was nice to catch up.

Saturday was the PPD Holiday Party. That morning I went to my sister’s so that she could do my eyebrows. She is the only person that seems to understand just how much work they need. Whenever I get them waxed at a salon I come home feeling like they are still bushy. Then I went to get my hair cut. I just got a trim and added bangs. Then it was off to the party.

They weren’t serving dinner this year so we went to Manuel’s for dinner before hand. We met Amy & Johnny, Angie & her friend Susan, Alma & her date, this guy Jake & his date, and another co-worker named Kelly. Our reservation was for 7:00 but half of our party didn’t show up until 7:30. Luckily, they sat us before everyone got there but we waited to order. I was starving by the time the food came. When we got to the party they informed us that it was open bar until 11:00. Woo hoo!!! Of course, open bar was only beer and wine, but it was still nice. Everyone in our group gambled except for Angie, Susan, and me. We were bored waiting for everyone to finish so that we could dance. Once they were finished half of the group left to go downtown and the rest didn’t want to dance. Steve and I ended up getting in an argument making the night end on a very sour note. I think I had put too much stock into it being really fun. And to top things off, the only picture we took came out alittle blurry.



Today we are watching the Eagles vs. Cardinals football game. I think I am going for the Eagles, I really like Donovan McNabb. Hope y’all had a great week!

Ahhh Monday...

...my least favorite day of the week.

And what a week to come back to! I don’t think I told y’all but the studies that I was covering for at work officially became my studies last week. It has put a lot on my plate but I think I am handling it well. The person who I was covering for came back to work today and I was told not to say anything. It is the middle of the day and I can tell management still hasn’t told them anything. They are answering emails and even came up to me to get an update. Luckily, this person is the brightest bulb in the lamp so they didn’t think to question my extremely vague update. I hope the managers talk to them soon because it is about to get awkward around here.

Steve and I had a good weekend together. Friday we had dinner with his parents at the UT Club where I made the biggest WW mistake. On Friday’s they have a shrimp happy hour. It is all you can eat cocktail shrimp and cheese. During the day I made sure to look up the points for shrimp but I couldn’t remember what else we ate with it. Looking at the cubes of cheese I thought they were probably only 1 point for 2 cubes. When we got home, I realized that I was waaaaaaaaaay off! It is 3 points per cube!!!! And I had 14 cubes!!!! 42 points just in cheese! Oy! On Saturday I ate as few points as possible so that I could still have something yummy at Carrie’s birthday dinner. I was able to do so; I just couldn’t have any cocktails. We had a great time and Maudie’s and ended up moving to the party to Carrie and Matt’s house to play Wii. It was so much fun! Sunday we went shopping for curtains. I found some I loved at Bed Bath and Beyond but they didn’t have the size I needed at the store so I am going to have to order them. Aren’t they pretty?



Tonight is my first weigh-in. I am thinking even though I was so careful this week (other than the cheese) I probably won’t lose much. Aunt Flow will be here any day now and I always gain 3-5 pounds. Wish me luck!

Back in the saddle

So here we are, Day 1 of Weight Watchers. It is becoming very bittersweet. I was really excited before attending the meeting but once I got there I was so ashamed that I was doing it again. It is such an admittance of failure to be there, in the meeting, counting points. And I can't believe I let it get this bad. The whole time I was slipping I kept saying so long as I don't go over 150, then 155. After I hit 160 I just stopped thinking about it altogether. I am trying to use all of these thoughts as motivation. I made a poster to put on my mirror that has this picture of me:



I put a caption underneath that says "You've been there, you've done that, you CAN do it again". I know it is lame but I really think it is going to help.

On a higher note, I am doing great at counting my points today. In fact I have only had 4 all day. This means I can still have a good snack later and a fairly big dinner. Plus tonight is our bowling night and I will earn 5 points just doing that!